Chemically Imbalanced

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I keep dwelling on thoughts. I know I’m not the only person in the world that over analyzes shit, but fuck…do I over analyze things. I think it’s horrible that I know this about myself, yet I still do it. I guess it’s just apart of who I am. Anyway I’m over analyzing shit right now, but this time’s different. I’m fighting not to. I’m telling myself “fuck it” every minute. Some things you just can’t control right? Now I’m worried about a bunch of shit. I say shit a lot haha but, yea I’m worried and thinking about a million hypothetical outcomes for my entire life. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life or if what I am doing is the right thing to do. I suppose there is no wrong or right way of doing things someone would probably say, but I always feel like everything I’m doing is wrong. Every decision I make is wrong. Any thought or theory I have is wrong. Anything that I believe I’m good at, I’m wrong about it. I don’t even feel like this shit makes sense. I feel like this idiot that does not have the world figured out and everyone else does. Yet at the same time I kind of know that other people don’t have it figured out either cause people say it all the time, but I don’t know. How to explain it. I ain’t sad. I’d hate for this to sound depressing. I’m just super confused. I’m always confused. I’m not going to proof read this cause I need to go chill.

I’m going to go just smoke and zone.

4 months ago 1 note

I want to make beats, but I don’t know how.

No I’m Not Trying To Be A PRODUCER.

I just like to take part of things that really enjoy. I really enjoy music, so I’d love to make some that I can jam out to. Feel me. I’ll figure it out. That’s what the interwebs is for.

4 months ago 7 notes

A girl to lay with and watch “the Warriors” with a couple joints. That’d be perfect.

5 months ago 1 note

I know I’m late, but this fucking trailer for Assassins Creed Revelations is amazing. The art is beautiful and the song Iron by Woodkid is perfect. I think I want to double major if possible and take animation because I would love to make short animations with no dialogue. Just awesome music playing which will help tell the story as well as the visuals. Word. I’ve always loved watching AMV’s. When I was a kid and VCR’s were cool I used to make them with my stereo, N64 or Dreamcast and my VCR. I don’t exactly remember how the fuck I got that to work, but I did. That’s the beauty of being in love or fascinated with something, you figure shit out.

6 months ago

So after 2 days I can say I’m satisfied with cutting my hair. I was nervous like a little bitch and shit. Scared that people would look at me different. Well now I guess since I look like pretty much every other nigga they will, but I’m happy that people won’t stare at me cause I don’t have these long ass locks coming down my back. Word. I look like an angry black nigga..

6 months ago 8 notes View high resolution

We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future. Or we can decide for ourselves. And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.

– Chuck Palahniuk (via stellablu)

10 months ago 109 notes

You ever go to the museum and see something so whack. And people are all staring at it looking all intrigued and in your head you’re like, “are you fucking kidding? I could do this shit, I’m not in a fucking museum.” But that’s art for you.

I expect this later today. Visits to the museum sooth me.

11 months ago View high resolution

damn i want a girl i can be covered in paint with

(Source: get-louder, via justachipofftheblock)

1 year ago 108 notes

Shoutout to the shortys that can still get it without being half naked.

(Source: godmustbeaboogieman, via dadddylonglegs-deactivated20110)

1 year ago 101 notes

Fuck Morning Classes

and that bitch ass school book store for running out of text books forcing me to wait ‘til next week which has already passed to purchase mine, thus making me hand in late HW.

and fuck night classes too. word.

But yo I have this asian professor in my graphic design class OH MAN SHE IS SEXY!

1 year ago 2 notes

Vision without action is a daydream, action without vision is a nightmare.

– Japanese Proverb

1 year ago

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I’m going to go just smoke and zone.

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Shoutout to the shortys that can still get it without being half naked.

Fuck Morning Classes

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Shoutout to the shortys that can still get it without being half naked.

Fuck Morning Classes

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