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I keep dwelling on thoughts. I know I’m not the only person in the world that over analyzes shit, but fuck…do I over analyze things. I think it’s horrible that I know this about myself, yet I still do it. I guess it’s just apart of who I am. Anyway I’m over analyzing shit right now, but this time’s different. I’m fighting not to. I’m telling myself “fuck it” every minute. Some things you just can’t control right? Now I’m worried about a bunch of shit. I say shit a lot haha but, yea I’m worried and thinking about a million hypothetical outcomes for my entire life. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life or if what I am doing is the right thing to do. I suppose there is no wrong or right way of doing things someone would probably say, but I always feel like everything I’m doing is wrong. Every decision I make is wrong. Any thought or theory I have is wrong. Anything that I believe I’m good at, I’m wrong about it. I don’t even feel like this shit makes sense. I feel like this idiot that does not have the world figured out and everyone else does. Yet at the same time I kind of know that other people don’t have it figured out either cause people say it all the time, but I don’t know. How to explain it. I ain’t sad. I’d hate for this to sound depressing. I’m just super confused. I’m always confused. I’m not going to proof read this cause I need to go chill.
I’m going to go just smoke and zone.
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I keep dwelling on thoughts. I know I’m not the only person in the world that over analyzes shit, but fuck…do I over analyze things. I think it’s horrible that I know this about myself, yet I still do it. I guess it’s just apart of who I am. Anyway I’m over analyzing shit right now, but this time’s different. I’m fighting not to. I’m telling myself “fuck it” every minute. Some things you just can’t control right? Now I’m worried about a bunch of shit. I say shit a lot haha but, yea I’m worried and thinking about a million hypothetical outcomes for my entire life. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life or if what I am doing is the right thing to do. I suppose there is no wrong or right way of doing things someone would probably say, but I always feel like everything I’m doing is wrong. Every decision I make is wrong. Any thought or theory I have is wrong. Anything that I believe I’m good at, I’m wrong about it. I don’t even feel like this shit makes sense. I feel like this idiot that does not have the world figured out and everyone else does. Yet at the same time I kind of know that other people don’t have it figured out either cause people say it all the time, but I don’t know. How to explain it. I ain’t sad. I’d hate for this to sound depressing. I’m just super confused. I’m always confused. I’m not going to proof read this cause I need to go chill.
I’m going to go just smoke and zone.
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likealilikoi said:
let the thoughts flow, but don’t doubt yourself like that sir. smoke that buddha and trust the self.
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